There is a reason that you are choosing to be or stay stuck! Immerse yourself in what got you going in the first place. This is a case of misplaced values, of Ego vs. Love. Remember, at the end it is our ability to give, receive, and to grow in our understanding of love that will determine our worth. How stunted we became as a result of fear and lies is a non-event. No one cares, and no one is happy, albeit, “safe”. It is so easy to get busy, and be distracted. I think we tell ourselves that efficiency is more useful than receptivity. But what is efficiency for if not to decrease the resistance?